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Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass  the only bad thing is now i have to remember where to start so to sum it up (not in order): + DAN FINALLY GOT HIS LICENSE! (but his rents never let him use the car, so whats the point? :[) + my cousin kelly had her baby... ITS A BOY! and his name is ryan : ) + MILEENA TURNED ONE last saturday! and dans mom ended up getting HAMMERED at the family birthday party... oh man, it was too funny! she kept insisting she was going to go toe to toe with dan on his 21st b-day and take me out for my 21at b-day... and on the way back to greece, dan and i followed dans parents and his mom called dans cell from the car just to say hi... then when we finally got home, she ended up throwing up and walking into the wall, so i had to help her find the doorway... i guess you had to be there. + WARPED TOUR was just okay. i didnt care for the bands and it was too hott. on the brightside... dan, huey, watson and i found a way to screw darien lake over BIG time! huey and watson bought season passes so they went into the park while dan and i waited outside then came out the re-entry exit... now the stamps they stamp your hands with must be pretty shitty because they were able to press their hands against mine and dans hands and dan and i were able to go through the re-entry line as if we got our hands stamped too! lol! it was great :] + i ended up going to NYC with my family july 21st-28th! i bought dan his b-day present: 2 shirts from bloomingdales... 1 was $168 alone and the other one was $50... whoops! and i bought myself a coach purse and wallet, a fendi bag, chanel sunglasses and earrings, and a dress from the street fair! as much as i missed being home, im glad i was able to spend that time with my family before leaving for school... speaking of school... the past couple of weeks or so ive been scared. i find myself crying about it atleast once a day and having these really bizarre dreams over it. i just dont get it. i got the job the the barnes & noble bookstore on campus. its temperary, but still. its something. i start training on friday. i was so sure this was what i wanted. maybe its the fact that im not in the same building as dan... and yeah. its only 2 buildings away, but im gonna be over there all the time anyways and im not gonna like walking back and forth... its just so much easier to go down the hall or up the stairs, you know? i mean, ive lived in the same house, same walls the past 19 years. i like feeling comforted and secure. i like knowing that wegmans in right down mt. read and that work is only 3 minutes away. blah. :[ but then a part of me knows i need this. i mean, i cant live at home forever and if it wasnt buff state, itd be somewhere else. atleast at buffalo im not too far away from home. - saturday night... dans mom ended up hitting her head pretty good. she dropped a bottle cap and hit her head, so dan dad's, dan, and myself spent a good few hours in the emergency. it was even worst for me because i hate hospitals. :[ ick. they did a cat scan and did some blood work and she was discharged. on the way home, we stopped for breakfast at burger king. i wasnt hungry, i just wanted to sleep. + OHH! i got my nails done yesterday! :] and i scheduled my hair appointment for wednesday! yay! i wanna go darker, but idk. today is lauras family b-day party and dan has to work 2-6, but i wanna make an appearance anyways. i still wanna stop in and see kelly and the baby before i leave. i WANTED to go out to eat to fridays with dan one last time before i leave, but i wanna spent tonight with dan at my house... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh still so much to do, so very much to do and not enough time! Current mood:  times running out!.Current music: both tvs are on. i worked a total of 30 hours last week and i have another 30 hours this week! i worked 11-3 yesterday and today... OH! speaking of yesterday... there were these 2 young girls that came in (one i went to elementary school with) and anyway, they came in and ordered, yeah, no problem. and the one girl had a .99 off open coupon and afterward, she back up to the register and insisted that the open coupon paid for her meal when in all reality it only paid for 1 item off of our super value menu, so she insisted she see the coupon, so we showed her and she apologized... whatever... well then julie overheard the 2 girls talking out in the dining room and i guess the one girl called me... oh what were her exact words... a "dumb-fuckin-bitch" and thats why im workin at wendys... UGH! i absolutely hate it when any person, let alone someone younger who obviously CANNOT READ, calls me dumb!! msdfjhwbernbqerbgqnherbqwn rnqgwrjhqwrjhqkwjrhqkjwrhjqwrqwkjrnnrkhq i work tomorrow and thursday i work 11-5, friday 11-3 and saturday 11-5... but who knows how long that will last.. if not, it was good while it lasted.. ill just have to stock up on clothes early, which i plan to do on friday after work! um... friday nite dan had quite a few people over... much more than expected but it was pretty damn fun! probably the most fun ive had thus far this summer only because we prank called until all hours of the morning because were dorks like that! hah... saturday i worked... 2-5... and thats all i can remember... for now... sunday dan and i went to marketplace... dan ended up buying a dark brown pair of abercrombie shorts and i just window shopped... i hate window shopping... last night dan and i went to the beach and got an abbotts ice-cream... oh how ive missed that... dan and i went swimming and laid out in the sun after he got out of work today! hes downstairs working out right now... um... i just noticed that my belly button has white gunk oozing out of it... that cant be good... i should go clean my belly button ring... and i apologize for the TMI then im gonna go watch friends with my babe and his mom! Current music: the tvs on in the other room. yesterday was everything i thought it would be AND MORE!! i must be the luckiest girl in the world!! =D =D =D Current mood:  i love him!!.
my bad. lets see... last friday i made jeb come with me to get my belly button pierced!! then saturday night dan had some people over, like usual... nothing special um... this week is last week of classes then next week is exam week. i have 2... well 3 exams total. i have my human geography exam on thursday, my math exam next tuesday and my history exam next thursday. sunday night i ended up backing up into dans garbage can and busting my tail light... of course the garbage can was fine... hah... so yesterday dans dad spent all morning calling up dealers and comparing prices to repair it. finally we all went out to a junkyard in brockport and bought a used one for $35 then dans dad repaired it all for me. it would of been $88 for a brand new tail light so we got lucky, plus it matches the other one... heh. :) i just hope dans dad knows how much i appreciate all that he does for me. today after class i picked dans mom up and we went to my gyno appointment at 11:30. everything was fine... phew... what a relief. she gave me a prescription so hopefully i will start on BC pills sooner rather than later. and since friendlys was pretty much in the same plaza, we stopped in and got an ice-cream!! :) afterward we stopped into michaels to look around and i bought some supplies for dans scrapbook... only 4 more days ahh!! weve been watching mileena the past 2 days and having dinner with aunt cheryl... mmmmmmm. :) and matthew leaves for boston tomorrow for his 8th grade field trip... awh cute!! um... i only have 11 hours this week which is crap!! don't get me wrong... it was nice to have the past 2 days off but still. hokay doke. i think thats all. im gonna go spend time with my hunnie. Current mood:  oooooye... i ate too much.Current music: jewel - again and again. i was supposed to have friday and today off, but i willingly covered someones friday 5-8:45 shift... i could of stayed until 9, but i ended up leaving at 8, but now i wish i stayed because i need the money... lol. then i was asked me if i wanted to take his 5-8 shift tonight, but i turned it down... i need a break, plus i have a book report for history due tomorrow that i kinda sorta wanna ace. i work again tomorrow. yesterday i shouldve been at TBS but i wasnt. so i was pretty Fing bummed about that. then last night i get a call from jebbers and he asks me if i know who the TBS band members are so he hands the phone over to fred vocals/guitar and matt bass ahhh it was AWESOME!! :D I CANNOT WAIT FOR WARPED THIS SUMMER!! k im gonna go spend some QT with my baby. <3 Current mood:  hmmmmmmm... i want a hotdog.Current music: matthew and robby playing star wars. speaking of work. I HAVE 20 HOURS THIS WEEK! how cool is that?!?!? no. its not 40 hours but its sure of a hell of alot better than 6 so im happy about that! :) um... thursday i ended up going to the art show at odyssey. i saw my favorites: allison, katie and lena beans and was finally able to meet allisons boyfriend logan. :) friday morning was gagas funeral. i ended up skipping math and history so i could go. i felt like i had to. we got to the funeral home at 10. rachel brought in the board she made that had every picture imaginable of gaga over the years so i taped the picture of dan, gaga, and i from thanksgiving on it as well. it was an open coffin with bright springtime flowers of all kinds and ribbons that read "gaga", "grandmother", and "great grandmother" so that was really nice. she didnt look like our gaga and it still felt like a dream. theres always been a gaga and now when we have family get togethers, no ones going to have to worry about picking up gaga or taking gaga home. :( it was a beautiful ceremony though. i sat with dans dad, mom, and dan. dans mom held my hand a couple times then she made sure i got a flower off of gagas coffin. dan, matthew, robby, dale, al and kenny carried her coffin out of the funeral home then everybody left for the cemetery. dan and i had to get back though so we couldnt go but his family knew and didnt mind. im happy i was able to go. we actually got back in time to stop at burger king because i wasnt sure when and if we would even stop on the road and i didnt want dan to be hungry. then we got back to my house, packed up the van then left for up north. dan pretty much slept the whole time. i dozed on and off and it didnt feel like it took 3 hours to get up there at all. the wedding was held at bonnie castle resort which was nice. dan and i got our own hotel room which was even NICER ha! :) right nextdoor to my parents but who cares. we had our own TV, 2 beds though we only needed 1, our own bathroom, shower, mini fridge and balcony! friday was the rehearsal dinner. not much of a rehearsal dinner... 4 medium pizza and 90 wings, but it worked. dan was able to meet the family, my uncle bob and aunt linda, and my oldest sister andrea who i havent seen in 3 years. ive been a little bitter towards her but we caught up and talked which was nice. andrea ended up getting my youngest sister jessica hammered off of long island iced tea so dan and i had to walk to her back to our hotel room lol. it was funny babysitting her. she was being loud, laying on the floor while talking on the phone because she ended up falling out of the chair! lol. then she went to the bathroom so dan opened up the door and i took a picture of THAT! lol. so andrea and dana had to come up with a plan to get jessica around my parents who ended up coming in and finding jessica. they didnt say anything but i know they suspected something considering jessica was acting how you say? overly friendly? yeah. once jessica sobered up, the 4 of us went back to the bar and the lobby, had a couple drinks and listened to some 80s music. i was getting tired so dan and i went to bed around 11. the next morning, andrea comes to our room and tells us that dana... the bride... had gotten smashed and had been throwing up since 12 midnight the night before. the woman that was doing our hair was already there and dana didnt STOP puking until 11. lucky she was able to. because that would of been baaaad. andrea and i ended up getting the breakfast buffet just in time and we brought dana back some toast. the wedding ceremony started at 2 but of course you had your typical chaos that is bound to happen before the wedding even starts. but the wedding ceremony itself was nice. im so happy for dana. shes been through so much and deserves everything she has. im glad shes finally settling down with someone like bobby. then there was the reception. it was the first time dan and i were actually able to slow dance so we did to 4 songs! he even requested keep on loving you by REO speedwagon. :) jessica ended up passing out on the floor of our room then dan and i got up, showered and got ready then went to breakfast. after breakfast, we said our goodbyes then left for ROCHESTER! dan slept the whole way home. when we got back, we unloaded everything from the van into my car then headed for dans. i only stayed until 4:30 then went home to go to the mother/daughter banquet with mom. it was nicely decorated and had AWESOME food! like mac and cheese, green beans, chicken, ham, applesauce, salad even cake! mmmm mmmm good. mom and i left right before the program was gonna start then i went back to dans for the night. dans family got digital cable on monday so we spent last night watching old school nickelodeon shows like figure it out and legends of the hidden temple! anyways i had class this morning from 9 until 10:50. i ended up withdrawing from english. it would of been different if i NEEDED that class, but i didnt so oh well. and i dont have to do the oral presentation! dan should be getting back to school now. this week is his exam week then he comes home thursday for good! WHEE! i wont be able to come with because i work 5-8 but i will be able to see him afterward! that and our 1 year is in 19 days yay! i think were gonna wear what we wore the day we met... cute, huh? :) well im gonna sleeps before work at 2. niters. Current mood:  i hate headaches.Current music: i hope you had the time of your life. the funeral will most likely be this saturday meaning dan may not be able to come to my sisters wedding so im pretty bummed. i cant be mad though because i know dan has alot of work to with the school year ending and now this. i really wish i could attend the funeral but nothings been set in stone yet so well see. my moms going to send his parents a card and im going to stop by dans tomorrow and drop off the picture of dan, gaga and myself at thanksgiving. i loved gaga as family. i still have the picture album she gave me for when dan was away at college. i just met gaga this past year and im grateful i was able to meet such a strong woman. i can only imagine what dans family is going through. she was 98 so shes been through more than most people go through in a lifetime. a part of me wishes that she could of been here for this summer... all of the family get togethers... cookouts... dans birthday party... when rachels second baby is born... mine and dans wedding someday... but i know shes looking down on us and smiling. i know shell always be with us. as long as we live. I'm 15 for a moment Caught in between 10 and 20 And I'm just dreaming Counting the ways to where you are I'm 22 for a moment She feels better than ever And we're on fire Making our way back from Mars 15 there's still time for you Time to buy and time to lose 15, there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live I'm 33 for a moment Still the man, but you see I'm a they A kid on the way A family on my mind I'm 45 for a moment The sea is high And I'm heading into a crisis Chasing the years of my life 15 there's still time for you Time to buy, Time to lose yourself Within a morning star 15 I'm all right with you 15, there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live Half time goes by Suddenly you’re wise Another blink of an eye 67 is gone The sun is getting high We're moving on... I'm 99 for a moment Dying for just another moment And I'm just dreaming Counting the ways to where you are 15 there's still time for you 22 I feel her too 33 you’re on your way Every day's a new day... 15 there's still time for you Time to buy and time to choose Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live RIP julie motz 1907 - 2006 you've touched so many peoples lives i will always remember you ~never forgotten~ this is so frusterating when you only make $6.75 working 2 day 3 hour shifts and gas prices are going up to fuckin $5.00 a gallon! kjsdfhksjfdhkqwrjkhqwrhqwkjrhqwrbamsndsm just thought you should know. where to start?!?!? so as most of you already know i spent last week in b-lo. um... thursday night i ended up going downtown with everyone to this club called level. dan had work to do and jenn wasnt feeling good so they stayed in which is completely understandable. anyways we took the bus downtown and i decided that ashlee would be my taxi buddy because neither of us wanted to stay out that late and we would take a taxi back together around 2:30. i danced all night. i didnt even care if i knew how. it was my last night in buffalo and i was gonna live it up as much as possible! there were a couple times where the girls had to pull me away because some guy would try to grind up on me lol. at one point i thought i broke my toe because it was all bruised up so ashlee and ashley sat down with me and took a look. i could still move it so apparently its not broken so thats good. i had alot of fun. when we got back to school dan claims that i was drunk. i didnt realize how much alcohol wine actually had in it. i took a couple sips and started feeling really silly because what do you expect? 109lb girl whos never drank before... hmmmm. it was pretty funny though. friday friday friday my parents ended up picking dan and i up at 3 so i went around and said goodbye to everyone. i had a really good time... getting to know everyone. jenn especially... michelle, whitney, ashlee... just everyone. it sucks that not everyone is coming back next year. plus it was super nice outside... i loved it! i cant wait to go there next semester! dan and i slept on the way home. when we pulled into my driveway, dan unloaded all of his things from the vans trunk to my trunk then came upstairs and fell asleep on my bed as i unpacked. then we stopped into wendys so i could find out my hours for this week and pick up my check... i only work 2 freaking 3 hour days this week! i hate when they do this! they try and punish me when i request off by giving me less hours and its just ugh. i could really use a second job. speaking of second jobs... i should probably call friendlys back to see where i stand since they havent gotten back to me in 78948940840 weeks. anyways i dont think i mentioned this in previous entries but dans great grandma gaga is in her last stages of life and is dying of cancer so friday we went up to say goodbye to her. while we were in the waiting room i started to read this journal that is left out to fill out and share your story. it was so sad. it had stories and pictures from children who are dealing with this at such a young age and its not fair. it sure makes you appreciate what you do have and puts your life into perspective. when we finally got to see gaga, i started bawling. her breathing was labored and heavy. dan said goodbye to her in german and started to cry too. i just felt so helpless. and i just met her this past year so i can only imagine what the family is going through. i mean shes 98 years old so his family has known her forever. anyways friday night dan and i went to see silent hill. ehh. it wasnt as cracked up as the previews made it out to be. they were missing alot and it seemed to drag on... not to mention it smelled like weed and the theater was so annoying, but what can ya expect? saturday was my cousin kellys baby shower and matthews birthday party. so dan and i ran up to the mall and bought matthew a $50 pacsun gift card. then i went to kellys baby shower with my mom and my sister. i played the baby bottle game where we voluntarely line up and race to drink the juice in the baby bottle first. we couldnt bite the nipple or squeeze the bottle so it hurt my cheeks. i was close but didnt win. poo. jessica and i left after about an hour or so and ran into walmart quick quick then i dropped her off at home then went tanning since i havent been in forever and the 29th in my last day. then i stopped home and showered and got ready. i got to dans just in time to say goodbye to everyone lol. so i felt bad. anyways yesterday dan and i got up in time to get mcdonalds for breakfast... just like we do every sunday. :) yesterday was spent working on dans project. i cant wait until he comes home for good and no one has to worry about working and finishing his projects. he can just enjoy his time home with his family and friends. i ended up taking matthew up to the mall so he could spend his gift card at pacsun and on the way home we stopped into wegmans. when we got back, dans mom ended up my piercing my second holes in my ears. it hurt and i cried because the first one she didnt push through all the way but theyre doing fine now. :) dan went back to school yesterday. his last day of classes is on thursday and my parents are picking him up friday so he can come to my sisters wedding this weekend. whee. yay. :) then theyre going to drop him back off at school on monday since he doesnt have class. next week is exam week then he comes home for summer! it sucks im still gonna be in classes but its worth it to finally have him home. speaking of classes, i skipped my english class today. i think its my 4th miss and thats the limit. this week is the last week to withdrawl from classes and im seriously considering it. i would rather have that then have it bring down my entire GPA that ive worked so hard to get and keep up. last night i got into this really big fight with my mom about how i dont make an attempt to get to know my family. it just pisses me off shes trying so hard to make up for lost time. i mean were 19 years old, growing up, getting married and having children. and you can tell shes jealous i spend so much time with dans family but thats only because they get together for every waking holiday... its not my fault. so she said im not invited to any family functions and im not part of the family anymore. that was kind of a shocker but she always says the craziest things when shes mad. shell get over it. i feel kinda bad now though because theyre still my family so im gonna call my mom at work and apologize but still. anyways ohh and last night before bed i procrastinated and cleaned out my closet. i try to do that atleast twice a year to make way for the different seasons. sorry this entry is so long but i havent updated in who knows how long so what do you expect? ok but im going to get something to eat because im STARVING... peach out! Current mood:  head over heels in love.Current music: edwin mccain - ill be. |
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